l figured I’d make a personal post since it’s been a few weeks since the last one, I’m 63 days sober now and I feel great. It’s getting easier to cope with everyday, and to be honest, I hardly think about using at all anymore. I still get occasional cravings, but they’re easy to fend off. Oh, and I’ve got other news too. I’ve known about this for awhile, but I haven’t posted about it yet…so anyway, I’m pregnant. I had my first appointment today and I had an ultrasound done; before I went in, I figured I was around 17 weeks, but it turns out I’m actually 18 weeks along. They were able to tell what I was having and it’s a girl, I’m due on the 16th of June. The baby’s healthy and she’s got a heart rate of 142 bpm, which is good. - I nearly fainted when they weighed me today, I’m putting on weight like crazy. I guess it’s because of where I hadn’t eaten anything in so long, so my body’s trying to compensate now that I’m eating like a normal human again. Even though I’m not really happy with the weight I’ve gained, I can’t deny that I’m definitely looking healthier. I’m at least starting to look less like a tweaker and more like a normal person, my face isn’t all sunken in anymore. I just hope that I can keep my weight gain to a minimum from here on out, it’s going to be hard because I’m having cravings pretty often and I also seemed to have forgotten how much I love food while I was using. Anyway, that’s all for now.